music stor

today i went shopping, not in the boaring malls but out on the street, walked 2blocks for 2/1/2 hours. there's many fancy cute stylish things. home decor, clothing brands you can't find in malls and a lot of accesories. the day was okay didn't eat for 7hours cuz my mother promised to eat with us, but then she came late to pick us up and she was really pissed off so we ended up not eatting plus i got soar legs so i sate in the car when my mom and sis went to look at a stor that had closing sale. so i slept a bit in the car looking at ppl walking by. i saw a mother and child walk by going to a community center and as time passed i see them walking out so i figuered the girl finished her class, when i checked the time, they took 45min in that shop already, i waited some more, finaly got so pissed cuz i was hungry. well we ended up buying dinner.

so yea i walked into a music stor today, first time in my life, it's not like HMV, it has vinal,(lots of that) old old old arcade machines, and cd's(no duh) well it was an intereasting stor, it was big, you would feel so forne in there, well i did cuz i thought i listen to many kinds of songs and singers, but u look at all the cd's and stuffs they have you wont know even 80% of the things there. well i thought i would find chrsitina agulairas back to basic, but no, they had none of her cd's and as i looked more the only new pop singers they have are lady gaga and a lot of adel, and some new country female singers... sigh*

wonderful food

this was my breakfast i made. tomato grilled cheese sandwich, it was soo yummy, so that's why i posted this up.

now my lunch, made this myself all so. fried rice, i put 1egg, some meat, chopped ginger and some sauce. the great thing is you add no salt, and every time i cook, i try to add no salt of little salt, cuz the other ingredients or sauces have salt already, so if you mixed it well, the dish should be salty enough. :D by the way this dish is sweet and sour, really Asian.

turn it up

dis is my new ifrogz toxix pink headphones!!!!!!
i love them so much, they also act as speakers and so far i've been liking it, so comfy and the sound quality is awesome. now i know how clumsy i can get, so i hope i don't break them soon, in till i get a job then it wont mind as much.

by the way next year i might be having a job yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, finally my mother lets me, and i really need the money so i can save up and spend with out being worried. well for now the opportunities i have are, my fav art store Micheal's and my fav i just love this place, marble slab, they've got some of the best ice cream for a reasonable price. so i hope by the time i apply eeither place has a spot for me. hope all this does not interfere with school ):

you hurt me so much when all i ever did was love you

"I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart."
 what about now, aren't you apart.

"Don't know what you did boy but
You had it and I've been hooked ever since."
your all over it, the heat has grown cold.
"Everytime I see you everything starts making sense."

did it make sense for you to break up with him?

"You got what I want boy, and I want it!
So keep on givin' it up!"

not now has he given anything to you, but u gave him a son.

"And I've been hurt so many times before,
That my hope was dying, so sick of trying"

you've been hurt too many times, let's add this one to the list, you might be out of luck in love, but with music it can always give you hope.

"And there's no way to lie to you, you know me better than I do"

girl think again, i think not

"Time went on, and I was wrong
To keep my distance for so long.
So afraid, you wouldn't stay
But you never turned away"

what about now, you broke up with him not too soon when you just had a baby. there was a reason for you putting your distance away, and i would know why, but with me i wouldn't make my wall easy to climb, i wouldn't let my door be wide open.

"So don't you ever go away
I could never face
Losing you would kill my faith"

you got through without him, cuz you had music.


 "I couldn't breathe without you here
What kind of world
Would I see without you
I can't dream without you here"

wishes do come true, and wish has been granted, how does it feel now, can you breath, live and see?

"Promise me we'll always stay
The way we are today"

a promise is a promise and one of you broke it. this is why i always say a paper with 2 names written on it means nothing, you can bend the rules to this one easily.

"Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday"

it's not that craxy after all, you got ride of the person that use to have the roaly flush, but now he's a trash.
"But you've broken all my walls"

yes he has, how long will it be intill you build your walls back up. i'm pretty sure i have many walls undercover, so ppl bring it on.

 

fridge story

As I walk out of the kitchen. Holding onto a vanilla drum stick I sit down right next to my mom watching TV.

Mom: can I have one.

Me: get it yourself.

Mom: fine whatever, I’ll be healthy and not eat one.

Me: good girl

Me: lick lick*

Mom: hey!..can I have one bite?

Me: no way

Mom: plz

Me: if u take one bite then I’ll eat 2 drumsticks

Mom: go ahead

Me: neh

Mom: I just wanted to try what the vanilla taste likes.

Me: oh this one is chocolate (lying)

Mom: no I ate the chocolate yesterday

Me: well this is the chocolate one

Me: lick lick*

Me: oh god it’s cold…

my joke of the day

An Amish boy and his father were visiting a nearby mall. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny silver walls that moved apart and back together again by themselves.
The lad asked, "What is this, father?"

The father, having never seen an elevator, responded, "I have no idea what it is."

While the boy and his father were watching wide-eyed, an old lady in a wheelchair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched as small circles lit up above the walls.

The walls opened up again and a beautiful twenty-four-year-old woman stepped out.

The father looked at his son anxiously and said, "Go get your mother."

(well if u didn't get the last part, the father thinks she's in heaven)

fridg

today i had a chocolate chess cake, and by the way i am eating while i'm making this post. sometimes i just really like the feeling of opening the fridge and just easily pick out a comfort food, or sweets, and it does cheer you up and make you feel better. (i have food addiction) that's what its like when i feel sad and alone(like right now) just want to garb some food and eat it, like ice cream cake cereal and my hand cooked pop corn. i really actually make my pop corn the old style way, so that a) don't need to use the microwave, by the way i haven't really used one, b) no wasting money on a pop corn maker, waste space and money. my pop corn is way better then what my mom makes and sometimes the theater, cuz i take time to make it so that every seed is popped well, and when you chuck a handful into your mouth you don't eat any hard stuffs left over from not having the seeds popped well. i can call my self a pop corn mater at my house. my mom's still the cook master and bake master. even the chiefs that  cook in grand hotels love my mothers pork chop and mango pudding. you go to a pot luck leave the pudding on the table, less then 5min it's all gone and 10min later they ask for the recipe, then months after, they say : i can't make it look and taste as the same as yours!!

but then i have this question, if u are suffering from depression or bipolar, do u feel more likely to eat, or not eat as much, or can it be both at the same time? cuz i think i have a mix of both which i find funny....