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"If you always put limits on yourself and what you can do, physical or anything, you might as well be dead. It will spread into your work, your morality, your entire being. There are no limits, only plateaux. But you must not stay there, you must go beyond them. If it kills you, it kills you. "- Bruce Lee

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

ALL MOST suicidal

today i feel like i want to share my feelings out. i feel so useless and helpless and this can be the reason why i like to help ppl, even if i can't help myself i can help ppl, which is a good thing.all my friend around me don't know one secret about me and i hide it away... they might wonder why i'm sooo stupid but that's just me.. they go on say'n how their not smart when they get A's in all subjects...which makes me feel so bad, i just want to cry out but i promised not to shed a tear in front of ppl.. i guess i don't have a choice but to make the most embarrassing decision just to save myself. i act like my life is nothing but truly it's not as good as they think, i pretend to be happy energetic, helpful, caring... but when they are out of sight it's dark, tough, sad.. it's all most suicidal. so you can't blame the j-pop and j-rock, to write emo and negative sad songs, they've been through a lot of pain and that shifts there thinking... sigh

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