world without you

today i just had a flash back of all those old times when i was bulled, i never rememberer that i was actually bulled that much. i was already bulled when i started grade one.... sigh, and i remember thinking to myself that no one cared, all cold blooded, i tried to tell some friends about it, but they went on playing ): i get bulled for almost every thing, but it doesn't really matter any more..... what matters is now, but doesn't seem like i have anything to make me move on, cuz i'm so miserable, and to stop having people make me remember about all the sad things.... i'll be ISOlating myself.... i do that a lot, it's not like it's that bad, my whole life i felt that way already.......