sooo me :D

i am not sure if u can see the pic but thats what i am inside.
i am the color blue, the animal owl, live in the year of 1970, i would be the base of the cheerleader lifting ppl up, i have compassion for ppl, but is also the dumb bitch and sad all the time. my tattoo is a star, i shine inside and outside. my life can be hard but no one knows it, i keep all inside, i would love to tell someone but no one to turn to, because ppl turn to me for help. i am desperately dieing inside, crying out blood inside, if u get what i mean, from the day i was born my life was hard and it will never leave me alone, i pray for help, maybe one day it can be better.

creator for a purpose

there is a creator, a creator that has purpose, a purpose for all humankind to be alive. I always wounder why i was brought here, i don't really see what good i am doing, more like a waste of time. I try to find a more purposeful life, but then i am too lazy to do anything good, all i do is eat, sleep, and try to finish all my must do list, which is basically study and homework. I feel ashamed for all this, i want to do something more purposeful and encouraging, and not be a computer or music addict. But at the same time i try to help anyone in need, when they are sad and down, or just ask for help. lately i had a friend that fell in love with this girl for maybe all most half a year, and every day on msn a listen to him cry, ask me for Q, and Mon.... a trouble guy. All he thinks of is her and nothing els, omg and at the same time he wants to fix the problem but he can't fix it. sometimes i just have to roll my eyes at him.

If anyone ever felt like me,i wish you all for a better and brighter day, and make it more enjoyable.