
i only want to see the sun
see the light
see the big blue sky
it seems all the happier when you see those things
i want to go visit the ocean
tell it all my secrets
pains and tears
have that all float away to the other side of the world
i want to see the good things
happy things
joyful things
but all i see is a dark road
i push the walls away hoping to find the beautiful garden
no matter how hard i push it keeps coming back
the walls read:
i want to make you suffer, i want you to go away from god
darkness will only keep coming back for you
okay why not i die, good enough
it be a bad idea to hide away from all the things i face
but then i'm just a un-patient little girl