i just found out one of the things that can bring a deeper isolation is music. not just listen to music in general, but the type and stuffs, hard metal rock and all that kinda stuffs bring to isolation and selfishness, cuz your so competent with yourself. and guess what i love love love my music on full blast, not sure why just do, that when i feel invisible, i can walk by a hall way and feel no one and no one can see me. and just when i thought i liked rock becuz of other influences, it was just myself all along. it's such a habit listening to songs all the time, do it everywhere anytime, just when i have the time i bring it out. know only if i can share it with my friends, but no... they don't like the songs i like, and funny i listen to a wide variates of songs, in language and genera. how can someone not find one song they like from my song list... ): oh well I'll get to practise some selfishness and listen to it myself. i might just have a feeling soon enough i will be soo self fish and alone. but that doesn't matter, i mean I've been a bad bad girl, well I've always been. very rebellious.
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