dateing feelings

yep another post for the day... i all ways wounder how it feels to be in a date with someone, would it be an exiting feeling, a i can't wait to See him or her feeling, like every one says... or could it be i don't know what state i am feeling... i don't know why i wounder this but it's just got me thinking, and yes if you are reading this, which i bet no one is, i never liked any one before... i am not sure if i want to have this feeling, it can be awkward, to have a bf at my age or really like someone. I've all ways told my self that i would never Merrie and i mean it, i like having the feeling of being alone and having freedom, do whatever i want whenever i want, some people might think it's not right to feel this way, that in life you got to Merrie and have kids to be called the perfect life, but not me. That's why i can't wait to be out of school.

oh and if any one is reading my blog plese comment or at least show a sign that someone is on my blog... thank u

vacation crazy

this summer as some of u know i went to Toronto... this time was way better then last time, maybe because my grandma didn't come and their was no oldies around. it wasn't just vacation crazy it was shopping crazy... almost shopped every day and i did find new clothing and shoes, I'm not the shopping kinda person but i liked it.

I went go karting, eating until i get sick, went to a car drive in zoo to feed the animals, went to one of the most wonderful resorts, Tremblant... many more stuff that i can't name... if you would like to see what i talked about you can check my face book pics on the album vacation crazy and some of the vid's.

why too cool

so it was a funny day, first i met two french boys... they were funny and nice, they talked to me and stuff i didn't really know them but yeah it was cool to meet them... after i had a blast go karting, my first and it was wicked, I'm actually better then i think i was. Toronto is a blast better then the last time i went...

i will,soon upload pics on my blog and face book so you could check out the cool places....

toronto day i don't no

ok so i am so bored right now I'M really bored, not sure of what to do... my mom is nagg-n me all the way just cause my cousin is here, and she wants me to be wrong and she's right on everything... sad. but the scary and kinda surprising part of my life right now is finding a secret, i know my cousin had something hiding behind us, so one day i secretly checked in his phone, which i know is bad to do but i Had to know... i am a nosey girl and that's what's bad about me knowing too much.. well what ever but then what i Saw i can't believe what he had in his phone it was disgusting a disgrace, can't believe him, when i was about to close his phone the door started to open and i quickly put away the phone and it was my cousin so i tried to hide it away from him but it did not woke, few minutes later he caught the phone and realized that someone touched it, he suspected it was me but did not say... sigh what can i do, i can't tell anyone yet not in till that day comes.

surprize letter: memory in my soul

your appearance has made me so sad, all this time it seemed all happy to see u back but... things have changed and it's not how it was, things have changed between us, it's so far away but u have never change how u feel about them or me. the first thing u think of when u saw me back was really upsetting, I u can't see me as this, but everyone else is like a princes to u... I don't know what I did, but their is no way it would be like back then... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you wont know it was you...

tone of fun

hey it's been long since i made a post. where i live in downtown their was a lot of stuff going on, jazz band concerts, they were sooo good, magic shows, and street art work, they were so beautiful, and most of all free hugs. those guys were so cool, i waved at them. it was a fun day. check out some of the pics from that day.

sad sad sad

where i live nothing is going right. only at my school 21 teachers got cut off or u could say fired. i mean the government doesn't have to cut off that many teachers and the bad news is the good teachers have to leave and leaving us with all the crappy teachers.. reason for this, who would even want crappy teachers like come on...

art is a big part of are life, we are also a forum of art are self, but then the gov cut off 8% more of the money.. like omg the arts industry all ready has like nothing and u have to even cut off more from that, totally not reasonable... now most dancer or other ppl that live on art is moving to other places like Germany to find a living and find a place where art has a place and respect. but please don't stop on your passion for the arts, life would be meaningless with out it and life would just be a piece of white paper with nothing on it.

these are qoutes that i like the best, the first one is by me. "you can start a new day everyday with music." and this last one is very important to me i remeber this as a guide to my life. "life isn't about finding yourself life is about creating yourself."